BELOW DOWN

I like playing chess you know. I would like to be in the line up of Russia's Grandmaster Alexander Kotov, Yugoslavia's GM Svetozar Gligoric and Former World Chess Champion Jose Raul Capabalanca. But every time I play ... my father is scolding me. "Why don't you stay at home and study your lessons? What's that game can give to you? Can that game feed us? Can that game send you to school? Etc... etc...

When I am studying my lessons and found very hard questions, I used to ask my Father. "Dad excuse me ... what is the answer to this question?" "You know that I am very busy, why don't you study and learn your own just like your brother and sisters?" "But Dad?" This is what he is always saying until I can no longer hold my temper and I shouted to my father. "I hate you Dad. Your not helping me everytime I needed you?". "What did you say?" Then he slapped me on my face. "Damn you Emmanuel! Damn You!" I ran to the door but there came my brother and sisters throwing me their eyes burning with anger! "You Shit! You Bastard! You Fool!" I... I...just keep quiet. That was at home.

In the school... "Where is Mr. ? Hey Mr.? You were absent yesterday. You are always absent? Don't you know that?

In my love life, I am in love to someone. She is simple. She is beautiful. She's my cute little darling. In fact, she's my someone very special! The thing that matter is that - I am not her someone very special. I busted!

At home they call me the blacksheep... I just closed my ears. In the school, they recognized me as in vain ... I just keep quiet. And yet even in my lovelife ... I am BUSTED!!!

God? Why did you not create men equal? Why there are poor? Why there are rich? Why there are successful? Why there are in vain? Why is Sivester Stalone Over the Top while I am Below Down.