Return to the old self

When I was a new officer, I was very eager to prove something. I think though I missed a lot of oppurtunities. I was not able to get what I deserved which I am partly to be blamed. I believe I should have a coach. Someone from the top who gauge my performance and tell me where I stand. That is what I will be doing in the next generation of officers. Even though I am beyond their reach I will find time to guide them and assist them. I hope that the goals I have set for my self will not be an exercise of futility rather a return to my old good self!